Sunday, October 9, 2011

Far Away...

Walk a thousand miles
Just to see her (see her)
But she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again


Sittin’ on a plane
Reminiscing back when I made that mistake
I wish it never ended with a heartbreak
Now your heart broken, tears in ya face
Ask myself why, looking at the sky
If I could turn back I’d make it all right
Praying that you better but its still stormy weather
Don’t wanna let go but the rain wont let up
Now you gone, still thinking bout you everyday
And I know feelings was hurt and you can blame me but
I’m sorry for the games that I played
But now it’s too late
And now she’s…


Now she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again


It’s cold putting up a fight
Arguing back and forth through the night
Regardless what I said and I don’t mean most of it
You know I really love you, this the realest goin’ get
It take time to realise what you really wanna know
You was ready for it all but your feelings I ignored
I know my fault, I should’ve gave more
Now you’re miles away and I’m miles on tour
Now it’s drums playing, crowd singing
Light changing, wish you was here to witness all that
It starts fading
They say two wrongs don’t make it right
And I was wrong and now it ain't right


Cause she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again


Na na na nah
If I could turn back
If I could make it right
I’d do just that
If I could make it right
I’d do it all tonight
Hold you in my arms, with you I’d spend my life

Na na na nah
If I could turn back
If I could make it right
I’d do just that
I’d do just that
If I could turn back

(Come back here again)


Cause she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

Sunday, September 25, 2011

这种感觉。。。

原来所谓的船板夹春带,是那么的痛。。。
原来所谓的成长和成熟,可以很简单,同时也很困难。。。
原来所谓的小细节,背后可以是牵着一个大冰山。。。
原来人人说深夜的孤单,是那么的凄凉和无助。。。
原来能够随意的笑和哭是福,欲哭却无泪,欲笑却无声。。。
原来所谓的改变,需要毅力,需要坚持。。。
原来所谓的祸从口出,可以有各种各样的祸。。。
原来所谓的好好做人和做好人,是有分别的,前者才是最终目的。。。
原来所谓的学习和知道是一个阶段,学了却用不到就是不知道。。。
原来所谓的很想做却做不到,令人觉得无助。。。

简单的道理,也许有人活了那么久才知道,白活了。。。

Friday, September 23, 2011

Just A Dream...

(Sam Tsui)
I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
(Christina Grimmie)
I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

(Sam Tsui)

I was at the top and I was like I’m in the basement.
Number one spot and now you found your own replacement.
I swear now that I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
I shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See your pretty face run my fingers through your hair.

My lover, my life. My baby, my wife.
You left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I know that it just ain't right.

(Together)
I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

(Christina Grimmie)
When I'm ridin I swear I see your face at every turn.
I'm tryin to get my usher on, but I can let it burn.
And I just hope you'll know you're the only one I yearn for.
No wonder I'll be missing when I'll learn?

Didn't give you all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about you baby.

Hey, you were(was) so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm wishin that she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong...

(Together)
And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything.
Ohhh, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a dream).
I travel back (travel back) (i travel back), down that road (down the road)(down the road).
Will you come back? No one knows (no one knows).
I realize, it was only just a dream (No, no, no...).

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes) (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a.. it's just a dream).
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize (i realize), it was only just a dream
(baby, it was only just... it was only just a dream)

Nooo... Ohhh...
It was only just a dream.

* A Song to Remember my Mistakes, A Song to Make me Realize How Stupid I am*

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

太迟的领悟。。。

你说他不够关心你
你说他没仔细地听
你说他说到做不到
你说他没珍惜拥有
你说他伤人的话多
你说他吵了又和好

他知道了,他领悟了,他醒觉了,原来一切可以很美好,很简单。。。
只有傻子才知道,碰钉的痛如何。。。
希望有一天,那天会到临。。。
望着去年的今天,他们还笑得很甜。。。
有两人,从陌生,到相识,到追求,到牵手,到分离,到重逢,到和好,至永远。。。
未得到的痛,得到的喜悦,无畏的固执,失望的眼泪,后悔的决定,改过的决心,盼望的缘分。。。
来过的爱情,会有第二次?

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Meet me Halfway....

You never know fire really burns, until there is blister...
You never know knife really cuts, until there is wounds...
You never know something is precious, until it is lost...
You never know glass really fragile, until it shatters...

Things happen when you are not grateful
Things happen when you don't learn from your mistakes
Things happen when you take things for granted
Things happen when you let your ego get over your head

Road maybe taken separately, but cross road ahead we shall meet again...

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Best thing about tonight is that we are not fighting...

What's so hard about it?
Where is all my patience go?
Why your words are always like that?
Why it has to be this way?
Why my words are not going through?
Why it has to be 100%?
Why can't we talk properly?




Monday, July 25, 2011

If I Die Young...

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've
Never known the lovin'of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand there's a boy here in town says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys, and I'll wear my pearls

Wishes

I wish i would get more...
I wish i won't get angry...
I wish i won't get sad...
I wish i wont't get disappointment...
I wish i won't feel pain...
I wish i would forget easily...
I wish things would turn out perfect...
I wish sleep would cure everything...

Monday, July 4, 2011

I know i am going to regret this...
I just want to forget everything...
Give me 1 night...
Good Bye

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

....

1点钟,A接到一通电话。是D打来。
D:怎么这样迟了还没睡啊!?
A:我在做功课。
D:你到底在做什么!?为什么还没睡?为什么不要早点睡?
A;那你为什么也不要早点睡?
D:你管我这么多。我可是比你大阿!

早知这通电话就不接,接了又无缘无故被训了一顿。
早知讲个骗话,事情就会简单好多。
做人实在难,好人更不用说了。

Tears

我还以为我是坚强的,流眼泪是女人才会做的。
没想到一个人的眼泪在环境和情感的变化下,不知不觉地流了下来。
没想到多么多的墙也挡不住那几滴的眼泪。
眼泪流了,可以睡了。。。

Thursday, June 23, 2011

最近

最近的我变了,想了很多,做了决定。希望日后的日子会少点障碍,多一点能力去应付眼前的问题。

1。作为长子的我
活了20年,我这个长子从不会管家里的事,到要看家里弟妹,爸的烦恼,妈的担忧。我没什么榜样好学,只是喜欢对着电脑,按着键盘,有时傻傻地对银幕微笑。嘿,有其哥,必有其弟妹。弟弟们最开心的时候就是我带电脑回去的时候。妹妹简直把我单独的“榜样”超越了,连我也不能做到。在爸的眼里,最可恶的东西就是电脑,工作回来了,一定会有人对着电脑。烦恼重重的他只能向酒杯诉苦。家中的长子除了会玩电脑,其他好像不会了,更不用说继承他的事业了。工作52年的机器开始发生故障了,动手术就必定失去之前的精力和工作的能力,不做只能冒着炸弹爆的风险。妈的担忧就多了,爸的问题,弟妹的问题,长子的问题全都在她的肩膀上。劝了爸,骂了弟妹,而我不但帮不上忙,还增添不少的麻烦。

2。作为男朋友的我
从那天我们牵手到今日,一共是10个月17天。那段时间让我的生活带来彩虹般的色彩,酸甜苦辣的味道。我们吵了不少架,打了无数的冷战,总算顺利走到今日。如果我有更多的耐心,关心,爱心,彼此也许会更开心。合格的男友也算不上,更不用说完美的男友。我现在的脚步有点慢,但始终还是在往对的方向。无助,无奈,无能的情况出现时,我只希望多一个笑容,多一只手,多一点了解。。。

3。作为朋友的我
太久没有一起出去玩,太久没有一起谈天了。在你们的世界突然消失,我也不想的。我只能渴望下一次的重逢,希望能听到更多的故事,看到更多的笑声。。。

4。作为队友的我
在这个家,呆了有一段时间了。从热闹的大家庭到冷清清的家,最近也换了一个家。从小弟到做大哥,从被人照顾到要照顾人。一个上不了战场的大哥,每次只能在旁看战。这种感觉很难受,只能怪自己为何不努力点。

5。作为室友的我
和你们住了一年多,始终都没有后悔当初搬出来的决定。只是最近多了很多误会以及累积的不满才会有今天。也许有些事,我做得有点过分,有点自私。

人生的路上会有很多条路让你走,走的时拿着什么走,走的时留下什么。我无法走完每条路,拿完所有东西走,一个也不留下。选了一条路就必定舍弃其他的路,双手拿了东西必定会放下拿不完的东西。决定,选择真的让我很痛苦。。。

Thursday, May 5, 2011

What if?

What if I think before i speak?
What if I remain my stand?
What if I become a better person?
What if I become more caring?
What if I keep on calling?
What if I can turn back the time?
What if I can undo the things i did?

Would things turn out differently?
Would it be a little too late?

Always hoping and praying
Have you ever feel like want to cry but cant cry out?
Have you ever feel like sharing your thoughts but there is no one there?
Have you ever thought of what happen when you lose everything?
Have you ever thought of what happen when you suddenly disappear?

Why my tears aren't rolling down?
Why my lips are tight?
Why my eyes see something that shouldn't be seen?
Why my heart beats so fast?

I am sorry for failing my grades again
I am sorry for not treating you better
I am sorry for being selfish
I am sorry for being ignorant
I am sorry for being weak
I am sorry for not driving safely
I am sorry for not being there
I am sorry for hurting you
I am sorry for being a jerk
I am sorry for not understanding
I am sorry for lying
I am sorry for escaping
I am sorry for making you cry
I am sorry for not improving
I am sorry for breaking my promises
I am sorry for being childish
I am sorry for not changing
I am sorry for not grateful
I am sorry for taking things for granted
I am sorry for everything that i had done
I am sorry for everything that i hadn't done

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Happy...

I wanna be
next to you
and watch you while you sleep

holding you
lost inside
every breath you breathe

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy


one minute more
a thousand years
it's all the same to me

cause i'm incomplete
and i need you more
with every breath i breathe

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy

i try to let you know
but my words get tangled up
and every time i find that i'm
outside looking in

can't let this moment go
when you're the only one
that makes me feel the way i feel inside

lately i'm falling for you
lately i'm falling for you

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy