Have you ever feel like want to cry but cant cry out?
Have you ever feel like sharing your thoughts but there is no one there?
Have you ever thought of what happen when you lose everything?
Have you ever thought of what happen when you suddenly disappear?

Why my tears aren't rolling down?
Why my lips are tight?
Why my eyes see something that shouldn't be seen?
Why my heart beats so fast?

I am sorry for failing my grades again
I am sorry for not treating you better
I am sorry for being selfish
I am sorry for being ignorant
I am sorry for being weak
I am sorry for not driving safely
I am sorry for not being there
I am sorry for hurting you
I am sorry for being a jerk
I am sorry for not understanding
I am sorry for lying
I am sorry for escaping
I am sorry for making you cry
I am sorry for not improving
I am sorry for breaking my promises
I am sorry for being childish
I am sorry for not changing
I am sorry for not grateful
I am sorry for taking things for granted
I am sorry for everything that i had done
I am sorry for everything that i hadn't done